So now I’m settled in. Life begins at The Pearl. This is a moment that was just given to me to take…the position of Sauté cook and I couldn’t be happier about it. This is the time, there is only now. There is only the moment, that one fleeting moment that you grasp at trying to gain hold of. I will take hold the reins, and lead my life into the next moment and be who I was meant to be. I have no fears of the future, they mean nothing to m., I have only this moment to remind me of the past, there is no way back.  You have to go forward to go backward. That’s what I’ve been told. So there is no way I can go back, I must only go forward.